Aww fuck, I totally lost the ability to play the rudiments decently already... Nooo... Gotta practice like mad after A's...
Ben khoo at 10:21 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
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Random joke I thought of...
Only gays eat mermaids why? Cos only gays would eat Sea Men, Rofl
Ben khoo at 11:24 PM
Extreme boredom and procrastination
Ben khoo at 12:15 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009
Amber!
Ben khoo at 6:41 PM
Quickly Quickly!!!
Sigh, been slacking off too much... Reading notes only... Spamming youtube... Dozing off everywhere... Just wish the A'levels will be over and done with...
Sigh, enlistment date: 06Feb2010 Screwed up shit, I got lots of things I wanna do after A's but only get till Feb...
Got a nosebleed walking in and out of my aircon room... Seriously fuck my life man...
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Ben khoo at 5:56 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
Business as usual.
Arghh... Good things never last... Was so happy yesterday, then life as usual today. Lousy boring school, lousy hateful home. Lousy homework affecting my lousy studying schedule causing lousy sleep depravation. Lousy fucked up life.
Sigh, been almost a month since I had a good sleep...
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Ben khoo at 11:59 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Happy B'day eve GM!!
Had steamboat, watched Sorority Row and went shopping today with GM. Despite being a stingy SOB lately, I spent money like nobody's business today, was totally worth it.
Sorority Row was the standard "I-noe-wad-u-did-last-summer", only cool parts were the girl being impaled by the axle in the start and the flare gun and bottle in the mouth parts. Innovative violence :D GM's reaction made up for the lame storyline, although I don't really like being clawed at during the exciting parts.
No studying for today.
It never ceases to amaze me, how persistent the stench of the oil from the steamboat/bbq thingy can be... Gave up, anymore shampooing and I'm gonna go bald.
Ben khoo at 11:02 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
Ben khoo at 5:50 PM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
*Zombie-M0DE* !!!ACTIVATE!!!
Studying isn't as boring as before. I get to feel the thrill of being pissed at a clump of words and numbers which aspire to mock my intellect with their elusive answers. Judging me coldly with silent indifference whilst instigating me to abandon my lofty ambitions of conquering them. Furthermore bringing forth feelings of insecurity and despair as I worry about the upcoming battle with the hordes of their brethren with which the outcome would greatly alter the course of my existence.
lol, spamming to de-stress.
Been studying more than I have ever studied before in my life which actually isn't alot since I still spend close to 5 hours slacking online...
Side effect = longer waking hours = headache = involuntary afternoon nap today = 2 hours lost = Gonna stay up even later today = Sian :(
The QUOTA is absolute! Woo... Finally finished my one paper/day. Shagged... Gotta start increasing the quota soon if I wanna make it by A's...
Ben khoo at 11:06 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
*@#!%^$&
Bloody hell, I just can't do the second case study in the econs revision package... F'king crap, just can't think of the answer. Whats the god damn point of a contrasting subject, like people are gonna be engineers/psychologists or mathematician/historian.
My depression period after receiving bad grades is too short, like half a day... Same with retaining, only studied intensely for a week...
//:Fail badly-> Sad-> Get over it-> Fail worse-> same level of sadness-> Get over it:// Repeat forever. Getting too accustomed to my current situation of epic failure.
Must change from a "hedonic treadmill of FAIL" to a "hedonic treadmill of WIN"
Softie UsernameOfWin would be proud of this post, lol.
Ben khoo at 4:52 PM
Friday, October 2, 2009
Wish I could Mug Muggers of their Mugness. lol.
Finished one Math paper today, dun think one paper a day is gonna be enough but its already stretching my attention span way past it's limit... Painful too, have to study standing due to my lack of a usable study table.
Don't really hate Math so much now, only a few chapters like complex and differential. Starting to get annoyed at Chem for being so memory-intensive...
Ben khoo at 11:52 PM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
!!Taiko!!
Disfigured my practice pad cos I was bored.
Ben khoo at 10:24 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Cats are nice, exams are crap
Ben khoo at 9:48 PM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Bald Fat Cuisine
Bloated myself on Botak Jones during lunch, bloody huge servings... Not as nice as wad someone told me too -.- Spent rest of day feeling sick and bloated...